The · Wonderful · World · Of · Me

no one reads this, and those of you that do, prolly know by now that i only post when dramatic shit happens in my life, well this is dramatic. Last week i created this huge to do list for the summer, things that i always wanted to do, and just have fun doing....as of now that list is null. its kinda sad but i guess...

and so it starts agian

Hmm im afaid that i have done it agian...

You make me laugh...very very hard.

he leaves for iraq in 3 weeks. what a way to be waken up in the middle of the night

Jenn:

Do you know who is going to Congress NFL, and who is judging.

Went to the grand opening of a friends pizza place...Lemmys. I highly recommed it...it would appear that i only ever update about food...

Ps. Susan if you arnt doing anything the 23 or 24th you should come out with us for Pauls 21st bday

i have a new found love....its name

El Cazador

Paul came home from meps last night, meaning he didnt have to go to GA for infantry school for six weeks, He leaves sunday, i move the following friday.

All is good in the world, this is awesome!!!

So over the course of the weekend,i have realized some pretty amazing things...things that i take for granted everyday of my life....

**EDIT***It was good getting to see Jenn and Aaron, at Mcdonalds and the mall this weekend. you guys rock!***

Okay so back to what i was saying before, yesterday morning paul and i were joking about something that was said while he was in kosovo. So we decided to check his msn history, in doing so we solved the problem, and he left to go to MEPS in kansas city. But when i came home i sat back down and opened the converesations. Thats when it struck me, paul really must have cared about back in the day. because when reading conversation that he had with kiley kelcy and christina, he never once said anything bad about me. In fact he always stood by me. I think that given some of the situations that these people put him in, he is an incredibly strong person. All in all this was all very overwhelming to me...it showed true compassion. He loves me and cares alot about, as do i with him. I just think it will mean a little more to me every morning when he crawls out of bed at 7am, and tucks me in, kisses my forehead and tells me that he loves me and will see me for lunch. All of this was a beautiful expirence.

So as previously stated paul left to go to meps yesterday morning, and tonight our plans for the next 2 years will be finalized!!! Our list of places to be stationed came down to Ft.lewis (out side of seattle washingtion) Schofield Barracks Hawaii, and ft riley ks. But his dad told us that we would get ft. lewis...is that is way exciting, i couldnt be happier about that...even though kaleb told me the other night that they have the highest suicide rate than any other place in the US, and that i would prolly kill my self...LOL I hope not.

Well I am off to a faboulous day of shopping, with suzanne...because she has a shopping problem which is prolly why we are always on the same brain wave....heh

Well things in life are def. looking up! I managed to get this awesomejob as a marketing advisor, which means that i get to drive all over the place and sell peoples product, making awesome adult like money, and the job goes where i go, which leads to the next awesome thing, thanks to the fact that the 101 airborne divison in Kentucky, and thier recent deployment, i will no longer be moving there, instead i will either be living it up in Ft Riley ks, which is nice because it is super close to home and all of that jazz. or the Schofield Barracks in Hawaii, which is even better because i still get to market, and still live pretty much on the beach! Sometimes it is truley wonderful how life seems to work itself out. In other news we got tickets to the Hinder concert on the 16th, yay for that! uhm yea i think that is about it, life is good!

Why will this miserable week not end!!!

Today i went to great bend to see my mothers side of the family. Hmm I really dont know what to say about that. I mean parts of me want to sit down and cry, and then other parts are enraged about the situation, all while me just wanting to forget that the whole thing ever happened. I think Kelcy is the only one who would understand all of this right now but....I am here and she is there, and i need her more now than i ever have, which is why i have made the decison that a few of you have prolly waited awhile to hear. This is something that I have had to put a huge amount of thought and consideration into. But she is going to be my maid of honor, because she is the one that i have pictured having there with me for like the past four years. And she is afterall my best-friend, we have been though the really really hard times together, and some of the funnest memories that i have, where shared with her.

Wow this is awkward, and i am hating every minute of it, I am not really sure how to deal with it, but it is causing me to shake, and making my stomach do cartwheels. "The One"....Jenna is upstairs. Agh Kelcy what do i do. i just wanna scream. *screams*

Ahh yes i was also going to update about saturday. Work was horrible beyond belief. It just plain sucked ass. Then when i got off i went to Metro to go and hang out with the hutch kids that had just got back from qualifer. So we are sitting there all hanging out and talking and whatnot and then i am talking to this andrew potter kid, who apparently lived in garden city for some time, and knew who kyle roberts and nathan o'brate where it was crazy cool. Then Jason Carey and Meriah Forbes, paul and I all went on this double date, to houlihans, where meriah and I talked about Wicked....crazy cool. It was fantastic, followed by going to hastings and buying...CHarmed Thirds. Amazing Amazing Fab book!!!! It makes me happy.

Okay well i think i am going to go tackle the upstairs and see how it turns out, prolly not good though becuase i have been rather emotional the past few day..suck

So i will be in town tommarrow afternoon at 4pm, to hang out and whatnot, even though there might be practice...but it totally gives stacie more time to spend...YAY for her i am so excited, then at like 5ish we can all go to dinner at like cattlemans or something to that effect. But i will call you all with more information

So i am going to be in Garden City wednesday evening, we should all get together to go to dinner and hang out!!!YAY!
-Stacie i am working on getting HIM to come.......